#15

The dark holds many secrets, frightening or not.

I'm just spooked after reading many scary stories while facing a (slight) stomach ache.

I wish I have a dog or cat so that they can accompany me while I sleep, yet again, them being beings with heightened sensitivity, it would be quite scary to see it staring into space and whining or barking fiercely at it.

Or I can have my boyfriend. But he is sleeping in his air-conditioned room without the blasted imagination playing tricks on him so lucky him ugh while here I am lying in bed and listening to songs on shuffle to calm my damn nerves and pretend that I wasn't exposed ugh.

Sometimes I wish I can see spiritual entities but at times like this, I'll probably sprint off if I was even offered such an ability, because let's face it, who doesn't get freaked out by floating things that only you can see? (And maybe those psychics that can sense it.)

Anyway I'm glad I'm a coward at times because once I really wanted to try Ouija boards but after reading about it I'd probably throw it away even if I get it as a gift. And there was once I really wanted to watch some paranormal horror movie about some mirror thing (but I forgot the name of the movie darn) but I ended up having some really weird experiences so I didn't go. But I gotta clarify - I didn't know anything about its contents, just the title of the movie until the weird experiences and then I decided to search on it...and immediately did not want to watch it anymore, cause I doubt I want to develop paranoid thoughts about mirrors, so that's that.

Fear isn't something nice to experience, so yeah if you are a scaredy-cat like me at night then don't read/listen to spooky stories at night alright, it seriously unsettles your nerves and makes you start thinking of things you don't want to think of...and yeah.

Though my post isn't really anything close to what I usually post, I guess it's nice to have a slight change of air from my usual moody ones.

Stay strong, hunnies, I love you all. ♡