I don't know if this is considered binging...but I drank a large Sharetea with mini pearls and coffee jelly, 8 tamago maki sushi, 3/4 of a oily pepper lunch set and 1/2 of a pepper lunch pasta aligo something. Before that I had like 2/5 of my bread from Peck...and I feel darn full right now from eating those, ugh. Feel like throwing it up to ease the fullness but I just don't really want to throw up.
Today had school, and I had a massive headache, probably from the blow I dealt myself last Friday. Really hate myself at times at how stupid and careless I can be to even hit my head like that. I guess my stupidity is really extensive.
I don't know who I am now. Like sometimes you get this sort of dislike about yourself that you don't really view yourself as you, but rather like a third person. And I feel like I'm crap whenever I think about myself, like I can be so damn idiotic and lame when I reply other people to the extent that my inner self is cringing in shame at myself. And I'm definitely irritating, being myself and with my stupid antics.
Forget it I don't know what I'm blabbering about.
Stay strong, you guys, don't lose hope ♡
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