Antidepressants
I don't like those little pills of 20mg. I don't. It makes me feel like I am so helpless without them whenever I don't eat them; it's like a risk, 50-50 chance of relapse.
Yet these pills work so well and they numb me like how lithium numbs the bipolar self. Day after day, as I see my days pass, the number of little capsules decrease in numbers, poisoning me with their antidote.
Those pretty little pills that can heal or kill you.
They dry my tears and make a sun rise when no sun should.
I guess I have an ambivalent stance on antidepressants, although I wish I can just not consume them...oh I bought a Pom Pom Purin Hello Kitty for the fun of it ^^
On reality, I have a long Tuesday, and a Wednesday with English Prelim exams. But on a happy note, it's like the last week of school.
My reliance on coffee is too much. Ugh.
Stay strong, lovelies ♡
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